Let's just say....
Finally somebody understood how i felt when the same thing happened to me while i was with HIM, how i felt when their posts were on HIS wall.
I know you read my blog...my previous entries and stuff. I know you are jealous and stuff...
But like i said earlier on...we are just friends now. No worries...if i didn't treat him as a friend, i would have caused a commotion today. =)
Plus...as i told you before, it is against my morals to snatch away other people's happiness.
Why did i say that? Because i believe in retribution. If i did steal somebody's happiness now, maybe somebody will steal my happiness from me in the future. And i had faced this scenario just 2 months ago with someone else, and 4 years ago with my best buddy (when i was 15).
BUT...i'm not saying that you did snatch somebody's happiness away. After knowing the truth, all i can say is that HE chose you...and you should be happy, and not being jealous, as what HE told me that you are not that type of person. So prove to me that you are not...be a strong girl. Since HE decided to choose you...you should have more confidence in yourself.
For me...because i decided to let go already, and what i have faced for the past 1 week...probably God pitied me and decided to return me what i lost. And i'm happy with just that...maybe it won't be the same again, but i promise it will be better... else 1 and half years relationship gone like that... it just ain't worth it if the root of all problems was because i am not opening up myself. And i can honestly tell you..HE has helped me on this area...and i'm sure HE will do anything (from travelling to your house or flying half the globe to wherever you are) to find you and make sure you tell him your problems when you are feeling sad.
Like i said in my tags...if you do have any problems...feel free to approach me. I may not be able to give the best advice, but i definitely can help to listen to any girl problem that you have. You may feel hesitant or scared to approach me...but I'm not somebody who will bear grudges against you unless you are one of my closest friends and did something bad to me (though i still forgave them after some months/years...=X my heart is too soft..sigh. Act yi ge steel heart.)
That's all i have to say for now..=) Hope you will cheer up soon k?
Jia you for your exams...
