Butterfly Heaven

Monday, August 30, 2010

My thoughts for Day 6...no...no more thoughts for Day 5 and 6.

Why??

Because this sparked a new beginning for me (probably not you...coz you started earlier.)

My guesses were right...and i appreciate what you did to choose to tell me the truth today.

I thank you a lot...i thank you from the bottom of my heart from relieving me of the pain and suffering that i had.

Right now...how much i wish you are at my side...but i guess that is not possible after all.

But it's okay...i'm fine. I really am...maybe i will just emo a bit...but yeah..i will be fine.

At least you were a guy i was serious with...

But sometimes fate makes it difficult for everyone...you never know what may happen in the future.

We gain some things....we lose some things... Though how much i wished that i didn't lose you at all...

I still love you..but i will let go of this love eventually.....Who asked you to have placed yourself so deep inside my heart??

I decided to patch up with my ex...though we may not have the love that we had before...but at least...we can still build it back from where we stopped...

I will tell you the other things when i see you...

Dear God...thanks for trying to help me the past few days. Though it wasn't much of a help...but i still wanna thank you for making me this strong over the years by giving me some friends that could support me through my ordeals. If not for them...i probably would have been with you now. But help me to be stronger in the future...especially tomorrow...that i won't cry and be brave. I want to give my blessings to the two of them...and move on with the second chance in life that you have given me. Amen.

p.s. To "priscilla", your job is done...you may be relieved. I believe you are a very good friend...and thanks for listening anyway...though some things you hear may not be the truth. I'm sorry i lied sometimes... i knew you were not who you really are.

butterfly heaven
7:04 AM