Friday, August 27, 2010
My thoughts for Day 4:
Thinking about you the whole day again...as usual...
Really wanted to see you badly...i just couldn't wait...
You are right...it's something that i got to learn to handle myself...
And i'm sorry for what i've done the past few days...
But it is a torture to me when i can't hear your voice...when i can't see you...
I don't know how much i can do it...but i will try my best...
I don't want to disappoint you....or myself...
I guess i was rash and irrational...
Today's counselling helped me a little...and talking to him just now...it made clear what i had to do. Tarot reading told me the same thing...though...it will be a little difficult for me. Oh well...no matter what...i still have to try harder...so that i will not disappointment him and myself. =)
Dear God...please guide me through these times. Guide to the path of endurance...Amen.
Signing off ~clear minded rinrin~
butterfly heaven
11:30 PM