Wednesday, August 25, 2010
My thoughts for Day 2 part 2:
So i called you at dinner...coz you didn't reply my msgs. And you said that it can become irritating if i keep doing that all the time. Right...I'm sorry if it has irritated you, but i'm really scared that we will drift apart. Even friends lose contact when they do not talk to each other after some time. I'm sorry if i cried on the phone...i know you don't like me to cry, but i just can't control my tears. You say that you want me to be independent coz you can't always be there to spoonfeed me...yes you are right, i will accept that...but right now it's very difficult to do...My emotions are not stable...
Well...was at Dhoby Ghaut this afternoon to watch Inception alone...good movie, and really interesting. If only i could do it...that would be seriously great. Then i went to the arcade, but i just couldn't enjoy myself...ever seen someone with a sad face playing games in an arcade? Yah...me! After that i went to meet my mother and sis...and that was when i took the train in the wrong direction. Felt so stupid...i was too busy thinking about our problem. Haiz...
Anyway...i've decided not to msg him for tomorrow and friday. Though...maybe i will drop him a msg in the morning only.
p.s. @ psb: thanks for stalking..=)
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