Wanting to feel happy, but always end up feeling sad..hurt...
Be it friends or family...it's all the same...
No one can really understand how i feel...maybe only less than 50%...
Sometimes i just feel like there wasn't a place for me in this world...
Even a small corner do not have a place for me...
Though i have a small place in somebody's heart...
But i don't know how long i can be there...
All i know is that...
It is what encourages me to look forward to the next day...
I want to change...i really do...
But i have no idea how to...
I've given my best...in various ways...
But it all turned out to be for naught...
Dear God...
Please grant me an angel...
I think i really need one right now...
butterfly heaven
11:16 PM