Dunno why, suddenly have the urge to blog. Blah...maybe coz sth was bothering me again. Not physically, but mentally. Sometimes very hard to think clearly. But i guess it was the usual question, and the usual fear. And it makes u wonder wad fears me...and it's actually matters of the heart. Plenty of times i have faced it...and plenty of times i don't know what to do. Sometimes i feel that maybe i should just leave it, sometimes i feel that i should do sth abt it. BUT I'M AFRAID! Afraid that sth bad will happen, afraid that somebody would be hurt.
Sigh...used to have Crystal and Hengyue to talk abt this with me. But right now, 3 of us are in different worlds...missed the times when we would always meet in the morning before assembly to talk abt what happened with each one of us. This really brings back memories...all the quarrels we had, and the last time even sat under the sun for 1 hr plus talking things out, and i was running a fever then... blah. I'm off to XP OS...need to rush my IDEA project and practice SPSS. =)
butterfly heaven
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