Sometimes no matter how angry you get, or how hurt you feel, you just feel to keep on loving the other person. Then when you think about what is it that you are angry with, you start to laugh. You start to feel foolish. You start to think about your own actions too. That's how i am feeling right now...i can't say that i regret saying those things, but neither am i happy with myself for saying those things.
For me, i just want a basic acknowledgment of my existence, of being important, to feel secure, so that i can put my trust, and believe in every single thing the other person does or say. I hope this assurance can come one day...i want to rid myself of this fear of being unable to trust another person.
butterfly heaven
1:26 PM