Thursday, March 20, 2008

Haven't been thinking so much past 2 days, but still thought about it. Still really don't know what to do about things right now. I'm not afraid of the future, but rather the things that are happening around me. I need to look around more, i need to understand more, i need to do so many things, that i can't cope. Really, these are important things that i must accomplish. No one's there to help me, but only myself. If anybody could actually lend me a helping hand, i'm grateful.

Somehow, somewhere in my heart, a new feeling has developed. Why is this happening? Should i once again face this feeling? But then, how do i know how if it will work out? Life is full of unexpectedness, and that's what i hate about life. Honestly, i hate it when i've already planned a day, and it had to be ruined by other matters. Why can't things go on as planned? Why must there always be changes? Of course, changes are necessary in one's life.

man, got to stop already. Nagged at as usual, complains as usual, they are just NON-STOP. Why can't they just leave me alone....

butterfly heaven
10:37 PM