First time I didn't feel disappointed, though feelings are still unstable, i felt glad that we still were friends. Just felt sad that you always think this way of yourself. Hopefully what i feel towards you might change how you see in yourself. Maybe it will take some time, maybe it will take a long time, but then such thinkings need to be changed.
Such drastic change in my life, re-read my horoscope for the year again. I have to remind myself time and time again, that some mistakes should not be repeated.
So many things on my mind, reasons why i can't sleep, or why i'm in a daze, or why i'm feeling sad. No one there to actually hear me out, to really understand how i feel, to really be where i am. I'm still searching for The One. Life's still long, there's bound to be someone out there. School's starting, maybe things will be for the better. Hope everything goes well for the next few weeks.......
Honestly, i have no idea what i am writing, just writing what i am thinking.
butterfly heaven
12:24 AM