Friday, after mapled, went for guild outing...sad, no more steamboat. Met at PC Bunk, then bebee, des and ter playing maple. Me waited for janet jie then go bunk. Waited about 1 hr for everybody to arrive, then norman and ben still haven't arrive...so went to eat first. Sian, go BK...zzz. Anyway...sat there talking to Janet, guys talk and gers talk ma. Then after a while, norman and ben come. Left with Janet go toilet while the guys discuss wad present they wan to get for Janet jie. haha...in the end, give her 1 $50 note. =.='' After that, went to drink coffee at starbucks...then chat until like 10.30. After that all go home lor...went home with des, same mrt line..then he show me maple shield +21 luk de.. ARGH! Zzz...
Saturday woke up at 12pm, then wah liao...i took a cab to ccab, waste my time, sat there outside, coz combine for marine parade cc concert start at 2pm. Stupid...then after rehearsal, went to prata cafe to eat, after that had some time, so went to plaza sing to find bebee and des. Ate at mos burger...eat again, then ben came along. Then abt 4.50 liddat went to bunk, coz got seats ler..then i watched them play a while then went for jiang. After jiang went back to bunk, coz meeting janet jie...waited for her 1 hr, then des they all clocking ma, so i help ben lor...he dunno use pots de. =.='' Then i keep help him press ramen...zzz. Ben left after a while, then i waited a while more for janet jie to come...then she finally come le, went with her go buy some things to eat. Then after that, went back to PC bunk...bebee and ter left, left des there alone. He trying lvl 160...so janet and me go jia you him. Haha...1 hr sia. After that, went home alone...haha.
Sunday was marine parade concert...after jap class, went to meet the rest at marine parade macs. Haha...then rehearsal / sound check started a bit late...then there was a rush. Concert started at 5.30, but GOH only arrive like 5.50? =.='' Nvm...about 6.45 liddat then we performed. zzz...oh wells. But it was fun ba...=)
Monday was BACK TO SCHOOL...with BLOCK PERIODS! =.='' Monday blues not enough, still had problems at night...broke up with M already. In fact, i had to come up with the question, coz he was giving stupid excuses...fine. Break then break...i just feel slightly heartbroken nia, but i'm coping really well now...coz there's no diff from when he ignored my calls and sms. Hmph! Anyway...there's some probs i wanna solve...but it's so hard. I really dunno to say or not to say...the difference is too big. Maybe SK is right...i should concentrate on my studies first, which i think i will for now...and i shall keep this feeling deep down in my heart, hide it from myself for the time being...and concentrate on studies.
AIMS: (if i'm not doing it, somebody whack me on the head..i mean it!)
1) Less maple...max 3 hrs a day. NO LONGER! Clocking or SG Bossing are included in this time! (NOOO!!!)
2) Practice more A maths! Until i'm able to complete 1 paper in 2 hrs! (HARD!)
3) Stop thinking about HIM and start thinking of passing ur exams! (already doing...=.='')
Come on Daphne! It's just 10 weeks more...bear with it! Get it over and done with, and you can play maple all you want! You wan to buy ppc can go ahead, you wan go to pc bunk and play can also go ahead. JUST GET UR O LVLS DONE! AND THIS OTHER SIDE OF YOU WON'T BE PESTERING U ANYMORE!
Okok...i get the pic, other me...great, i'm talking to myself. Is this the cause of being heartbroken? =.='' Right...as if. I'm 100% clear that it isn't...rather is hunger, coz i'm hungry!!
Off i go...whoo. Study A maths time! =) later i post some funny pics... =)
signing off ~daffy~
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