Anyway...i was super super nervous about today's assessment. Practising with Wei Jie at the corridor near music studio. Saw Justin there...haiz. Few of the brasses went in...came out with not bad expressions. Not fair...their parts are easy! I saw Jin Jun's score...it was like either 1 crochet or miniums... Argh...then justin went in, then yuan jun. Haiz...both come out say they screwed up... Argh...Make me worry more. Then Wei Jie go in...me alone outside. Decided for once to say a short prayer...because last time study catholic school...then always say prayer before having an exam of something. Then Wei Jie came out...i was nervous. I go into music studio...only Mr Lim inside. Hmm...so i played from beginning to somewhere on the 3rd page. Wah...i playing that time he conducting. I tried the expressions...but very hard. Bloody hell the reed when blow sounds different in the room than outside. I think next time i better buy thicker de...Then me and mr lim chat a while. He say i'm the 1st player he see to have such a drastic improvement from last time. I was like WOAH! Right...but i din say la. Then he say i very cool...but sometimes i cannot be too cool, and must let it flow. Hmm...i'll try. LOL! Then he say he will consider about me...then will inform me. Oh man...even if i don't go up to main, i'm still happy at least i passed my assessment, and get to stay in the training ensemble. But of course the desire to go up, still lies deep down in my heart, i can't hide it. Wei Jie was like "i tot u wanted to go up to main, last time keep saying i muz go up i muz go up. Suddenly don't mind go up. " Well..then i tell him, because i've made plans if i don't get to go to Australia to study. Haha...
Time to go out again...though i just come home. Got to go for jap class. Then lata come home, then bathe then go to concert. :X Gonna get mr kelvin to treat me dinner. :P Anyway...ish he say de. WAHAHAHA
OKOK! Signing off ~super high daffy~
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